i am back and i have been in MIA for 2 months. During these 2 months there was a lot stuffs happening which was quite pressuring for me. Back then my sister in law was pregnant and my grandparents in law moved in to stay with us. When my sister in law was pregnant, I wasn't contented at all, i know i am selfish but really her pregnancy didn't come at the right time for me... I am sorry. Unfortunately for her, her pregnancy doesn't last and she got miscarriage at 8th weeks. I was guilty when she told me, and i felt really sorry for her but i didn't know how to comfort her at all. Nevertheless, i am glad she moved on and back to her usual self now.
Obviously I am not pregnant, but I am back on track to try again but this time is with professional's help. After discussing with my hubby, we decided to go to a fertility specialist, Dr Charles Lim. Yesterday was my first visit and was quite a pleasant one, he is very straight to the point, no additional comment and I feel he is a little over confidence. He didn't give me any promising or guarantee that I will sure get pregnant none he can assist in my condition but just tell me to entrust him. So i did, or can I said I got influence?! My buddy, Sarah Tan went with me and she was very comfortable with him hence somehow i got influence by her too.
Dr Lim is not cheap, I spent around 830 bucks for consultation, outer and inner ultra scan, pap smear, blood test, Gonal-F injection, medicine and vitamins. Plus i still need to return to him on Monday for injection again and next visit is this coming wednesday. Now what i am hoping for is my hubby's return... i don't wanna waste his money for me going such expensive treatment when he is not even able to around on the fertility week.
